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okays. finally get to touch the comp again.

this time, i manage to read my blogg.

downloading guitar pro tml,

so waiihoong, dont need worry. haaas.

changed from EI7 to EI6.

that's why can read.

but kinda miss EI7.. sigh.

it's a good day for me to blogg.

cause im not really in a very good mood.

neither am i in a very bad mood actually.

i got reasons for both.

i did not manage to finish my emaths paper 2.

although i dont really care about it,

but i do feel a little bad inside. sigh.

today, i had design and teachnology paper too.

i know my A1/2 have flown away.

far far far far away.

and im upset.

i've been trying to keep this from all,

but after i finished my dnt paper,

i wanted to cry.

cry real badly. sigh.

i kept all my answers short.

cut away alot of important stuffs.

and you know what's the bloody reason?

i though it ends at 12pm.

but no.

i was so wrong.

so damn freaking wrong.

should have bang my head on the wall or something.

it ends at 12.30.

half an hour for each question is just perfect.

but my eyes. MY EYES!

i really think i need a new specs.

or maybe im just pure blind.

the stupidest thing a person can do.

sigh.

in that 30minutes, i have no choice but try squeezing in some stuffs.

there was not enough space for everything.

what can i do?

blame myself for being stupid.

and to think that i spend the whole of yesterday not studying for emaths.

chiong for design and technology.

wrote so many notes.

try to remember the important things that are coming out.

the only paper that i study seriously for.

the only paper that i want to ace.

everything. everything.

and it's all my fault.

me and my stupid brain with my useless eyes.

i know it's not the end of the world.

i know.

but to think that you did so much for it.

( i know it may not be alot to you, but it is.. to me. )

one stupid careless mistake and everything just went down.

deep down into the ground.

to the other side of the world.

till it reaches the tip of the earth.

and watch it float around the universe.

and then, it slowly leaves..

it gets further and further away.

that's how stupid a person can be.

i do have the horrible feeling inside of me again.

i need blood.

give me your's or i'll have to cut my own's.

bleed.

tomorrow, i'll be going for my interview.

hope everything goes well.

if it doesnt, then i shall go giant and work.

blahs.

whatever.

im not in a good mood.

rarrs.

if only you read..

if only you understood.

if only..